I don't think you understand how much I need you right now.
You're so far away. I just want you to hold me tight and never let go. Kiss me like it would be the first and hold me like it would be the last. Do you still think of me? You said I lived in the dark too long but honey, you were my candle. I thought no one could blow my candle out but someone did. Now that someone tries to fix it. How can I forgive? You took my light away from my world. I might never forgive. I might never forgive those who disbelieved , those who did not belive in us. you and me. It felt like a knife cutting my heart. But i wont hate, I wont dislike. I'm trying to fix up my life. I'm trying to find the right way, but how will I know that it is the right way? I have no idea. should I wait for an answer or just keep going? I have no idea.
I can't think, I have no focus. I can't work. I can't sleep. But what can I do? right now? I just let every thing be like it is. Someday it get better. I still smile. I still wake up. I'm still strong enough to stand on my legs. I still belive.
Life is pain but I know that things get better.
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Susann Skåtar
Ibland gör det väldigt ont, men det är de stunder av lycka och glädje man får leva av och på. En positiv inställning som du har så ska du se att allt ordnar sig till slut :)
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